i thought we had this talk. you cried, and i felt really awkward, remember?
i thought i was relatively clear, but i suppose i have given you mixed signals and other stupid shit because quite honestly my mind isn't too sure of what it wants at this point. but you really need to stop asking the forbidden "us" question. i don't know if it's ever going to lead to a better response than the first, and i don't know if my intentions will ever be 100% in your favor, but you are digging your own grave with this question.
you raise yourself up when you do good things, like oh, you're fun to be around or something. maybe you said something right and i